the enddd...

Posted on Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I don’t know what to tell everyone. I just fail. :facepalm:

I froze up. Just decided to not say anything. I saw her get up, so I got up and bolted to the door. I just ran away. I don’t know what went through my head. I thought if I went ahead, she’d see me and say hi, maybe. Hahaha, fail. I had a shot, and I didn’t take it. I didn’t think about how it’s going to now be impossible to have any communication with this girl.

I can just add her as a friend on facebook, but that’s kinda whack since then I can’t update this anymore. So I don’t think I’m going to do that. And I’m pretty much putting this whole shindig on hold. I think I’m just going to stop blogging about it and go back to life. Well, it was exciting and fun while it lasted. Sorry to disappoint.

If I could do it all over it again, I would will myself to be awkward again and say hi to her after class. Then bring up gio’s tonight. Then maybe the Angels game if things went well. But that’s now in hindsight.

Much like lost, there are so many unanswered questions still. But the thing that I realized is that…in the end, the gun doesn’t pull its trigger by itself. It’s gotta be the gunslinger.

Thanks for reading. It was quite the experience.

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3 thoughts on “the enddd...”

  2. DUDE! don't give up hope! you still got thursday in class to make it happen and maybe even the last two weeks to stay in contact... and then maybe over summer to hang out!! she lives down in socal right?
    man... wish i couldve talked to you about this when i saw you last weekend!

    another thing: even if she aint christian that don't mean that you still can't be friends with her! sounds like a solid friend thats a girl yeah? AND you are going to seminary right? and what i mean by that (and something that talbot won't teach you) is... flirt to convert babbbbby! =) and then maybe something can happen! there are endless possibilities brother! =)

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