the trim.

so the thought that has been circulating through my mind as of late, is what is it in my life that i have been having too much of. i definitely think it's my thought life that has been consumed with the thoughts of future and fortune. the first is the car that i will eventually get...this entails realizing that a car in america is so much more than your standard transportation vehicle. it's a status symbol. it practically tells the people who see you around what kind of person you are. and this thought has been running through my mind as what does my car currently tell people?

i drive a honda accord 93' 10th anniversary edition. a co worker of mine told me his mother used to have my car. wow. that's kinda depressing, and not so cool. ( i think that this entails that my car is equatable with a 60yr old mother who used to own my car ) ironically, it was owned by a grandmother before i took the reins. but this kinda hurt my pride. not that i have a lot of it to begin with as far as my car goes, but i think this took me by surprise. today, everyone sees your car and makes a judgement of who you are.

TBH i really want a GTR. =|:sigh: so since this isn't happening...and i think i would have to put up the gross sum of money. like 70k? iono. and then be able to afford insurance for it. that's kinda ridiculous.

but yeah, i dont have that money, and i dont think my parents are that willing to ship me a brand new GTR as my graduation present. TBH i've been waiting forever for a new car, because (not to sound ungrateful) i don't really enjoy my accord. it's uber depressing to not be able to accelerate on the freeway, up a hill, or feel like it's going to rumble into pieces. it's gotten me 84k miles thus far, so it's definitely served it's purpose. i recently told my parents that it was the perfect first car for me, no matter how much i hated it because it ultimately got me through to today unharmed and never broken into or broken down on.

i guess a reasonable option is something like an A3 or IS. iono. i probably want something that drives nice because it's not really practical have a racing car in California (so cal) because the traffic is so horrendous and as daily driver, i probs want something that's reliable. in fact, never mind about the GTR. i'd much rather have a smooth driving car that has enough "umph" to quiet my palette.