hei-ren's like how come?

I move onward, the only direction.

Can't be scared to fail, searchin' perfection.

I've concluded that everyday i want to make myself better than i was at the beginning of the day.  And then looking back on my life, i'll see the desired change.


let me say that i've wanted to change multiple times in my life, although, not much change ever happened. i had no drive or motivation deep down. explains why i was kind of indifferent regarding life/school everything.


there are a few categories that i'm going to be trying to place my effort:


1. Losing Weight
2. Putting in my 110% at work
3. Upping my game
4. Traveling
5. making God "the from, through, and to."

you want something, but you aren't willing to put in the effort to do it the right way to get it.

i've always wanted the shortcut. the easy way. 

i wanted the crown w/o the fight.


which translates into my rep/character...cuz i want the same respect that others had to sacrifice for: the $, time, or effort that goes into the fact that i want props where props aren't deserved

lesson:
don't skip steps, or else, you be trippin.