all of creation gives you praiseee...

for you are God...high above the earth

lol, i never knew this was by phil wickham. anyways, i love song 7x77 more than alabaster jar, and i loooove alabaster jar. =D

quick newsss::: iron sharpens iron ended. lots of disneyland action as of late, i almost lost my bag at pizza port :phew: close one.&lots of vinylmation videos.

in order to view that link, you need to be friends with j woo. anyways...life has been busy busy busy.

so i recently just went on retreat for Pathlights...

the theme for Pathlights young adult ministry was stewardship:

over time, money and singleness.

it's definitely fitting. the thing i pulled most from it was that i'm very convicted of the way in which i steward my time. i foolishly put aside the things that are most necessary to do things that are completely a waste of my time and efforts. why is this? i have one guess. it's that i love myself too much and Christ...not enough.

i also am convicted of my "impulse buying nature" in regards with money. the thing i've been thinking about lately is purchasing a canon dSLR camera. i want it for mainly shooting video, but now also to take pictures. tbh i kinda gave up on photos in high school through now.

i dont know why really? i used to love taking photos and it was definitely something i enjoyed growing up. now the technology makes it so easy to shoot, and i kinda am enamored with the whole idea of shooting again. i hope i'm not just getting all giddy since a lot of people i know around me shoot.

:SigH: i think i should pray more about it, since it's such a huge investment...

for singleness, i think i'm pretty happy and content where i am. there's a lot of things i would need to change for me to date again.

first would be my walk with God, it definitely needs to be more of a relationship instead of a lagging one sided affair at times.

the other things are that i need to mature more in my leadership abilities. the fact is that i just am not ready to lead for the time being.

sure i love joking about finding a gf and i think if i'm honest, i would totally be down for it. but then i thought more about it, and it's just such a huge commitment and i'm not so sure i'm ready for that anytime soon. i mean, i'm just not ready for that type of responsibility. i have a lot of other things to think about such as figuring out what i'm going to do during the fall for living arrangements and what the job market is like. and just figuring out what i'm going to do with my life.

so yeah, even though i'd be like, oohhhh holla!!! i think tbh, it would be most unwise to enter into a relationship. i have plenty to work on in my singleness. =D

other random thoughts floating through my head:::

i think i might be going to Europe soon, but i have to check and see how the planning goes for that. ... . i really wanna go. especially since the jetblue deal fell through. i wanna just get out and travel. it doesn't really matter where. just somewhere. if this doesn't work out, then hawaii is definitely going to be the place i'm off too. i love it so much.

but what if i went to a southeast asian country...? that would be quite an adventure.

or south africa?

or australia?

or south america?

or japan?

iono, i half wanna go by myself to a far off country, and half think that'd be a terrible idea bcuz i'd possibly be bored and either wind up dead or something crazy could happen...probably the latter

past blog thoughts:::

so i have all these plans from the past bloggg, and tomorrow is the day where it will begin...

I REFUSE TO NOT ACCOMPLISH THEM. i feel more convicted from this past weekend. it's going to start with reading the word. then working out. then stewarding my time from that wisely. possibly reading some books that i've been wanting to read. =D the necessity to spend time in the word is always a pervasive and convicting thought because i unwisely spend my time.

lastly:::

i'm still working on the inception trailer as we speak. in fact, i plan on going back to do a few more shoots for it. i think i need to conceptually think more of what i want....

here's another trailer to watch. lol.

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lol kindies.